Monday, February 17, 2003
08:00 p.m.
Blogging here has seemed so terrible for me already. Think I'm going to close it permanently. Erm next plan??? I'll be blogging together with my love secretly. Ciao :P
Sunday, February 16, 2003
01:49 p.m.
Anyways what I've just posted were only lyricsss... my favorite songs at the moment ; The Tide Is High (Atomic Kitten) and Life Goes On (LeAnn Rimes) hehehehe....
Sunday, February 16, 2003
01:48 p.m.
Every time that I get the feeling,
You give me something to believe in,
Every time that I got you near me
I know the way that I want it to be,
But u know I’m gonna take my chance now,
I’m gonna make it happen some how,
And you know I can take the pressure
A moments pain for a lifetimes pleasure
Sunday, February 16, 2003
01:47 p.m.
The tide is high but I'm holding on
I'm gonna be your number one
I'm not the kind of girl
Who gives up just like that
Oh, no
It's not the things you do
That tease and hurt me bad
But it's the way you do
The things you do to me
I'm not the kind of girl
Who gives up just like that
Oh, no
The tide is high but I'm holding on
I'm gonna be your number one
The tide is high but I'm holding on
I'm gonna be your number one
Number one
My number one
Number one
Every girl wants you to be her man
But I'll wait right here 'til it's my turn
I'm not the kind of girl
Who gives up just like that
Oh, no
Sunday, February 16, 2003
01:44 p.m.
You sucked me in and played my mind.
Just like a toy you would crank and wind.
Baby, I would give til you wore it out.
You left me lying in a pool of doubt.
If you're still thinkin' you're the Daddy Mac.
You should've known better but you didn't and I can't go back.
Oooh, Life Goes On, and its only gonna make me strong.
Its a fact, once you get on board say goodbye cuz you can't go back.
Oooh, its a fight, and I really wanna get it right.
Where I'm at, its my life before me, Got this feeling that I can't go back.
Wish I knew then what I know now.
You held all the cards and sold me out.
Baby, shame on you if you fool me once,
Shame on me if you fool me twice.
But you've been a pretty hard case to crack.
I should've known better but I didn't and I can't go back.
Oooh, Life Goes On, and its only gonna make me strong.
Its a fact, once you get on board say goodbye cuz you can't go back.
Oooh, its a fight, and I really wanna get it right.
Where I'm at, its my life before me, Got this feeling that I can't go back.
Na na na na na Life Goes On, na na na na na made me strong
Oooh yeah, Got a feeling that I can't go back
Life Goes On (and its only gonna make me strong)
Life Goes On and on and on
Shame on you if you fool me once,
Shame on me if you fool me twice
But you've been a pretty hard case to crack
I should've known better but I didn't and I can't go back
Oooh, Life Goes On, and its only gonna make me strong
Its a fact, once you get on board say goodbye cuz you can't go back
Oooh, its a fight, and I really wanna get it right
Where I'm at, its my life before me, Got this feeling that I can't go back
Na na na na na Life Goes On, na na na na na made me strong
Whoa, yeah
Got a feeling that I can't go back...
Sunday, February 16, 2003
01:34 p.m.
our last kiss
tasted like tobacco
a bitter and sad smell.
tomorrow, at this time
where will you be?
who will you be thinking about?
you are always gonna be my love
even if I fall in love with someone once again.
I'll remember to love
you taught me how.
you are always gonna be the one.
it's still a sad song
until I can sing a new song.
the paused time is
about to start moving.
there are many things that I don't want to forget about.
tomorrow, at this time
I will probably be crying
I will probably be thinking about you.
you will always be inside my heart.
you will always have your own place
I hope that I have a place in your heart too.
now and forever you are still the one.
it's still a sad song
until I can sing a new song
you are always gonna be my love
even if I fall in love with someone once again.
I'll remember to love
you taught me how.
you are always gonna be the one.
it's still a sad song
until I can sing a new song.
Sunday, February 16, 2003
08:12 a.m.
Being offline didn't stop me from blogging *lolx*. Here are what I wrote....15th February 2003 >> 5 : 14 pm >> But sometimes… people are just too dumb in speaking and doing things. Yeah… they sometimes are. Including me.
5 : 20 pm >> My English teacher put my name into a competition/test which will be held here on this coming 23rd Feb. wish me luck, people. She said ,”Only the smart students are chosen.” And, oh, what the heck, I thought, her face show no respect at all when asking me to join, it’s all that shitty face she showed! Ah! But, uh, okay, I finally agreed to join it not because of her request though, but just because, hehe, you might laugh when you know the reason :P I read on my yearly zodiac for this goat year (see? You are smiling already! :P), it said that I should take as many chances offered this year. also I had to work hard and be kind… what’s the harm in having a go? :P
6 : 24 pm >> “We’re mizzin’ u so much…” an SMS I received from my ex JHS pal. Well, there’s a sweet 17th party tomorrow. My best friend’s. I want to be there!! yes I want, girls!! I miss you all so much too. problem is, I can’t. cause I’ve forgotten the way to drive from my house to Mag’s. yeah… :( ugh!! I miss them all so mucccchhh~~~~~… Mag, Aimee, Vooleetha, Big Top, Weeta, Nia, Gorila, et cetera et ceteraaaa….. v.v
7 : 34 pm >> I was looking back at all the webcam pics my imoet sent me. from the very first one when the chemistry hadn’t sparked yet between us *lol*, until the last one he sent me few days ago. And, oh, it’s all this more missing feeling I have for him now.
10 : 14 pm >> Sometimes I feel that my friends and I are chalks and cheese, yet sometimes I think that… hey, we’re so one! Yeah, befriending thingies involves some equalities and differences, afterall.
10 : 20 pm >> Have any of you ever felt betrayed? Like, something/someone you like, all of a sudden is grabbed away by your bestfriend? I had. And nothing could be more “wonderful” than that. Haha. this is just a random post, anyway. Don’t ask me anything regarding this entry after you read this, ‘ight? Okay… it’s this ‘thing’ which I used to like so much. Then, was gradually grabbed away (not totally away actually) by this ex-bestfriend of mine. Hurt. Yes it hurt. I used to trust everything on her, but she just, argh. It happened few months ago. And several days ago, I noticed her with this ‘thing’ already. And they seemed so happy already, and without any jealousy, I told you this ironic fact, I’m so happy for both of em. ^^;;
10 : 23 pm >> Finding a true love is like purchasing a painting. Eventhough the painting doesn’t fit your room at all, you’ll still work hard to make it fits your room. Ah well… in-love people are just plain crazy!!
14th February 2003 >> 1 : 48 pm >> A long-lost bestfriend :) I miss her. I’m longing for our togetherness. The laughter, the bitchiness, everything. But, hey, she sent me a “Happy Valentine” SMS today :D
1 : 59 pm >> Random thought. What have I been called throughout my almost-17 years of life? “xxxx” my Chinese name :P (no need to know hehe) usually my family call me this way, “Jean” by my Junior High School friends, “Net” by my seniors and Senior High School friends, “Jeannie” by my ex-love *lol*, “Fang” by Vic’t san, “Jenéth” by my ex-Geography teacher & my ex-native speaker teacher, “Jénét” by some of my friends (oh anyway I HATE this kind of pronunciation with the emphasizing on ‘é’), “Janet” by some of my friends (haa!! This is the most correct pronunciation if u want to call me :P), “Jeanete” called by some stupid teachers, “Jijih” called by my l’il sis *so cute, isn’t it? :P*, “Nyet” or “Monyet” called by my close friends when I’m lazing too much hehe it means “monkey” in English anyway :P, hehe I think that’s all :P what does my bf call me? want to knoooowww aja hihihi…. ^.^
Random thought (II). Quotes or some philosophical thinking that I’ve made, remembered and applied throughout my almost-17 years of life : “Keep on doing your best. Work hard. There’s always a result.” , “If you’re able to choose, you must be able to take the responsibilities” , “We can’t be selfish, if there’s no people died, there won’t be another people born. Happiness isn’t always for us, everybody deserves a happiness.” , “Take a step backward, so that you can move few steps forward.” , “I know something, that I don’t know anything (quoted from Sophie’s World)” , “You don’t have to pay back over anything bad people have done upon you, God has eyes to watch them. God will pay another ‘greater’ price for them. So, relax!!” , “Be confident in anything you do. Cause you’re also a human, who’s created with great amounts of talents and weaknesses as well.” , “Nobody could call you a loser. Make them realize, if there’s no you, then their life would be nothing.” , “I am sure you are the number one, but I’m only the number one thousand five hundreds and thirty four, so, why do you mess up with me?” , “It’s better you live poorly with all your hardworking results, rather than live richfully with all your cheats. Cause you’re going to have a higher satisfaction on the first option.” , “True love means knowing when to let go. (quoted from Man And Boy)” , “True love means letting the one we love happy, with or without us.” , “If your dream can’t be reached right now, relax, that means God has had another greater plan for you.” , “God will make a way, where there seems to be no way, He works in way we cannot see, He will make a way for me, for all of us. (quoted from God Will Make A Way)” , “Life without love is like night without stars.”
I think that’s all. There’re still many quotes actually, but I can’t recall one by one right now. So later, I promise :)
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